Follow the flow,
but keep it cool!
To spend time waiting for knowledge
to develop is never wrong.
I do not like
when other people push things too fast
for no apparent reason.
This includes me as well.
The reason is one of my favorite principles,
to put your paper in the drawer
and let it grow.
Not waiting for ourselves second opinion
is making the stupid the rule of thumb.
Sure usually the first impression is king,
but it is dull and unintelligent,
like a lookup of a key in a hash table.
The coloring our soul does to knowledge
is so fun and amazing
that not waiting is a kind of crime.
So sure,
write the sentence,
but afterwards,
taste it like your favorite dish
and you will discover a world that is just amazing.
You will find the human in you
and also the humans around you.
Like a good wine it will grow
with grace in time
and rest in your memory
helping you with the next
line of thought.
Maybe making your fellow human laugh
or feel better.
I am slow due to various reasons
but I do let the world sink in,
feeding it to my inner self,
the one that is powerful.
My active self can struggle
understanding what this math is all about,
but then mindfully relax,
feed it to yourself
and wait for the miracle
and you will start to see the solution
in front of you.
This is a trick that needs confidence.
This is not taught in school,
too many,
just too many,
go around here thinking
I can't,
I shouldn't.
And we all are a miracle less rich.